however, that didn't work too.
don't ask me why. (",)
6.9.06
imagine staring through this blankness for three-quarters of an hour, all the while when you're planning to create an obra maestra of a blog entry, after e x 10^n years [where n is a number from 1 to positive infinity]. and then this happens. well, sh*t just happens. yes, it's natural, but... does anyone love the feeling of being stupid? not me.
so... right. hello again. it's been *ehem* quite a while.
if you're going to pester me regarding my bouts against intellectual stagnation, forget it. i have no honest answers at my disposal. however, there is one thing that i have to say.
i happened to realize what a shame it is to leave my outlet to the world wide web unattended to, without any official announcement or even an informal notice.
thus, for everyone's convenience, i am formally closing this thing for the time being, so as to reduce the time and bandwidth wasted by the reader on visiting this URL. also, it shall remain that way until further notice is given.
but do not misinterpret this as my final farewell to the blogging industry. not yet.
this is your fellow writer, reader, colleague, and friend...
...signing off.
g_b got tired of senseless ranting by 10:22. |
it was just about now when i noticed that people write things about themselves in the profile section of their online diaries. then i looked at my former blog sites, and, it was like... whoa, am i really that weird?
so maybe it's time for a bit of change, a touch of conventionalism. for once, at least.
well, you see the guy in the picture? yeah, that spectacled boy running in haste? that's supposed to be me, j. gabriel de leon y limpin... what does j stand for, you ask? it's for me to know and for you to find out if you still don't know.
i'm a 16-year old boy who wears a pair of glasses, sports unkempt hair, and usually dons loose clothes. i might look a bit plump in the drawing, but in actuality i'm a tall, dark, skinny, frail guy who always forgets to drink his milk and take his breakfast. up to know i still wonder how come i stand at five-feet-eight-inches but weigh only 102 pounds...
way back then, i was a small, plump kid who showed a lot of promise. during parties, my mom and dad would usually strut around and boast of how intelligent, how healthy, how handsome i was. for eight or so years, that had been the case. i got my share of respect, like this little prince...
then came a heartbreak, and high school.
inexplicably, i suddenly became a complacent and idle guy who fell in love with my personal computer too much, even to the point of forgetting if i already had dinner. i was transformed into a student ridiculously full of potential but never getting to use the stuff. i developed a very healthy sleeping habit that made me garner the honorable distinction of being the student earliest for the nth class.
high school went on, heartbreaks pursued at will, and down to oblivion went that once promising young kid. so much for the pride of my parents.
today, i still look back to him. in fact, i'm trying to revive him, after four years of dormancy, or something more like stagnation. impossible, yes, but it's worth a try. too late, maybe, but i'll prove that it's not.