30.10.05
how terrible.
you stopped someone from helping you. what right have you, huh?
this is insanity. no, something real worse than insanity.
you violently reacted when a dear friend was doing everything in her power to help.
shame on you, o gabriel.
that's just plain mean.
didn't you realize until now what that very person had gone through?
that was just blatantly cruel.
she was trying to help. what's your problem?
and come on, you can't do it on your own. can you? NO! that's the problem.
YOUR PROBLEM, to be precise.
yeah, your intentions might be at face value correct, but what you just DID say...
...was tantamount to spitting on her face and telling her that she get lost and forget it!
you just broke your dear friend's heart, and your "sorry" will never be enough.
no, everything's not over yet, but like you always say, things will never be the same.
that's it. so geroff and scram, gabriel. you're a big idiot.
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so much for my future layout searching. this steely darkness is here to stay.
and admit it, a blogger's life is nothing without drama, damnit.
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29.10.05
oh, so much for my last post (incidentally the 13th). i've gone way too far even from my own expectations. believe me, no single word written there expresses in anyway fictitious or unreal emotions. *sigh.* and i'm starting to revert back to my old dispositions (thanks miles... and all of you too...)
due to that, expect to see a new blog skin, mainly because i can hardly bear those comments about how effeminate (or even to an extent "gayish") this layout is, its user-unfriendliness (some people are still trying to work its way to the tagboard as of presstime), and, judging from my last post, the layout just doesn't fit to my new "lifestyle" (yes, seriously, enough of the drama!)
however, you can do away with those notions of me creating a new site. discard them from your imaginative minds, if you please... hahaha.. i'm still happy, alive, and kicking hard, by the way.
[editor's note: this is my very first post created outside the four corners of my desktop monitor, let alone the metropolis.]
anyway... the past two days were allocated to schoolwork and heavy rains. we, of course with the usual absentee exceptions, met for english, chemistry and pehm group presentations. i myself is also an absentee for today (AP report) because of this trip to the province. and damn, my e-mail account is going nuts, it can't send stuff to anyone.
regarding my sembreak goals... so far none has been achieved. people didn't notice any sign of physical improvement from me, except that i started wearing tee-shirts instead of casual polos for group meetings. and there's relatively no success with regards to my homework stuff (don't expect any progress, anyway).
i hope and pray that this week, the devil of procrastination discards me from being his major liaison officer and stays away from me, because my grades (and maybe my parents) will kill me. happy weekend to us all... happy birthday to justin de ramos and ramon rocha IV... and happy halloween too... perhaps? (",)
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27.10.05
hay. dapat gumagawa ako ng AP ngayon. pero ikaw na naman ang inaasikaso ko.
hmmm... pero... sasabihin ko lang, baka ito na ang huling pagkakataon na ilalaan ko ang panahon ko para sa iyo.
para lang sa'yo.
una sa lahat... salamat... salamat... at maraming salamat talaga... sa pinagsamahan... sa panahon... sa pagkakaibigan... sa lahat... masasabi ko ring ikaw na yun isa sa mga taong naging pinakamalapit sa puso ko.
at gaya ng sabi ko dati... hindi na mawawala ang lugar mo dun. hindi ako mangangako... pero isinasabuhay ko lang yung mga sinasabi ko.
tapos... sorry. pramis, sorry talaga... hanggang ngayon hindi ko alam kung dapat ko nang gawin ito... kung ito na nga yung tamang panahon... kung tama ba itong desisyon ko... pero higit sa lahat, sorry dahil hindi ko sayo mismo sinabi ito...
wala na kasi akong lakas ng loob para harapin ka, sa dami ng ginawa kong masama sayo, at sa mga masasakit na bagay na nasabi ko rin... sorry talaga at hindi ko magawang kausapin ka tungkol dito...
pero sana maintindihan mo na rin po yung sitwasyon ko... lahat ng tao sinasabi sa akin tumigil na ako sa pagpapakatangang ito... at ako na lang ang hindi sumusuko, kahit na nakita ko na ang lahat ng dapat kong makita, at alam ko na kung ano ang nangyayari sa akin, sa iyo...
at sa sarili ko alam ko kung anong pasakit na dinaan ko at kung anong ginawa ko para maipakita sayo kung ano yung talagang nararamdaman ko...
oo, para sayo yun lahat...
kaso umabot na rin sa sukdulan ang kakayahan kong magtiis, sapagkat kahit gano katatag ang puso, sa huli'y nasasaktan pa rin... kaya sorry talaga...
pero gusto ko lang na malaman mong hindi na magiging katulad ng dati, mula ngayon, ang pakikitungo ko sa iyo....
siguro mapapansin mo rin, lalayo ako, tatahimik... at gagalaw na parang walang nagdaan o nangyari sa nakaraan... sana mapatawad mo po ako... alam kong hindi maganda yun, pero ito nalang ang natatanging paraan na alam ko... hindi sa kakalimutan kita, dahil hinding-hindi ko po gagawin iyon, pero para sa iyon na rin itong mga balak ko...
wag niyo rin pong isipin na magiging madali ang lahat para sa akin, na napakadaling sabihin ng mga bagay na ito... oo sinasaktan ko pa rin ang sarili ko, pero sa huli alam ko makakabuti rin ito, hindi lang sa akin, ngunit pati sayo...
alam mo bang kasabay nito ang pamamanata sa sariling hindi na iiyak muli sa mga napakababaw na dahilan? siguro naman naramdaman mo na rin ang kirot ng pagpipigil ng mga luha, pero kinakaya ko lang ang lahat... at sana talaga kayanin ko...
kaya ayun... salamat ulit sa lahat... intindihin mo sana na hindi ko ito ginagawa dahil may sama ng loob o galit ako sa iyo... wala kang kasalanan sa akin... sa akin lang talaga nagkaproblema, ako ang nagsimula ng lahat ng ito... kaya nararapat lang po na ako na rin ang tumapos...
bahala na po kayo kung mapapatawad niyo po ako, at gagalangin ko ang pasya mo... wag mo sanang kalimutan na kahit anong mangyari, may isang kaibigan kang narito na nagmamahal pa rin sayo, ngunit sa paraan na tama at dapat lamang...
hindi ko alam kung ikakatuwa mo ang mga bagay na kakasabi ko lamang... pero sana mabasa mo man ito o hindi, maging masaya ka pa rin... ayokong mawala sa mukha mo yung ngiting napamahal na rin sa akin...
ngunit sa ngayon... salamat sayo...
at paalam na....
kassandra.
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sabi sa inyo eh. kalimutan niyo na yung nakaraang post dito ha. ang lakas talaga ng mood swings ko... pasensya na. katotohanan lahat ng nakasulat diyan, wag kayong
mag-alala o magtaka, pero masanay na sana.... (",)
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26.10.05
waw. isang buwan na nagdaan. ang bilis talaga... at andami na nga talagang nagbago. oo, ilang beses ko nang sinabi yan... pero yun lang talga yung bagay na naramdaman ko ng sobra, at yung
napansin ko sa sarili ko...
ikaw ba... napansin mo rin yun? tingin mo totoo yung mga sinasabi ko?... o wala ka pa ring pakialam hanggang ngayon, pagkalipas ng isang buwan? pagkatapos kong magtikom ng labi at manahimik?
hay. ba't ko pa nga pala sinasabi ito sayo? baket, may inaasahan pa ba ako sayo? hinahanap? hinihingi?
....ewan! naiinis na naman ako sa sarili ko. eto na naman eh! napapabalik ako sa dating mga gawi ko. dahil sayo! tsk. pero wala rin namang mawawala sa akin kung sabihin ko ito. wala na ring saysay ang lahat... tama???
hmmm... eto na. alam mo ba namimiss na kita? totoo yan! sorry kung mukha na akong walang pakialam sayo ngayon, kung hindi kita kinakausap o pinapansin, pero maniwala ka saken... totoo yan.
oo, andami na ngang nagbago, pero kung tingin mo kasabay nun ang pagkawala ng lugar mo sa buhay ko, basahin mo ito... corny na kung corny, pero malaking bahagi ng puso ko ay nakalaan pa rin para sayo... at walang makakapalit sa lugar mo dun...
kaya maghihintay lang ako....
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here ends my first mushy and haplessly senseless blog entry. bwiset. haha!!!! (",) forget what i did say here, if you please... :)
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24.10.05
almost three days gone from our mini-break and so far i've accomplished nothing except maybe break my back over this desktop gadget and sleep twelve hours a day. am i really this hopeless???
jeez. and no one's signing in online. how pitiful.
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22.10.05
today is when the semestral beak officially starts. it will last from october 24 to november 1... then resumes at november 4. semestral break... hm.... we even haven't finished the second quarter yet... just strange...
anyway, for us scientians, a break is no break no matter what it's called, with all pestering projects and homeworks right on the back of our minds. but then again, we can find the time to go our own ways... hopefully.
it's all a state of mind.
so for this week, i plan to make myself healthier. that's my resolve. hey, don't laugh at me! i myself can't believe i'm saying this, but it's all for the best. by the way... i still don't know how turn my plans into reality, so help me God.
then i do my homework. whatever that's supposed to mean... something like reading two 300-page books and one textbook, preparing for a major report, reviewing for make-up quizzes and tests which count stands at seven (if the time ever comes), writing and re-writing notes,
answering a problem set, and gearing up my mind for two essential projects. oh dear.
this is going to be a very long sembreak; even by now i already miss each and everyone of you guys. *sigh.*
i wish everyone a stress-free and happy vacation. cheers!
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20.10.05
i've made a few changes in the site, for the nth time around. most people have a hard time finding out where the tagboard is. and there's a great need for blogging space. but generally, everything's on good condition, which means full throttle ahead.
i was present for school today. a typically normal school day... you know, receiving heavy punches and backslaps, tormenting teasers, quizzes, playing cards, and sharp scoldings.
other than that, i feel too empty and void to say anything. i'm really sorry.
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before i forget... happy birthday sol theresa echavez! and advanced happy birthday to hazel villaroman!
that's all folks! (",)
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19.10.05
would you be happy... when you surrender your happiness for that of the one you love? when you sacrifice everything and there is nothing in return... would you still be happy?
if you said yes, i would admit i think you're stupid. but come to think of it, if you said no then you can't say you even loved at all....
i took the above passage from a friend's weblog... it is originally entitled "sweet surrender." i've made my revisions, but it speaks of one thing, all the same...
these go to all my detractors and/or critics.
sabi niyo nagpapakatanga ako. oo, aaminin ko na pati ako, alam ko at tanggap ko nang wala na akong pag-asa diyan. tanggap ko na ring nagpapakatanga ako. siguro nga dapat lumayo na ako sa ganitong pilosopiya... pero huli na ang lahat. mas bababa lang tingin ko sa sarili ko kapag tinigil ko na ang katangahang ito. sinimulan ko na, ba't di na ituloy diba? sige, tanga na ako, pero ayoko nang lumala pa. naiintindihan niyo sana.
i hope this is only one of the few times i'll speak write portions of entries in the vernacular language. thank you... good day/night to all.
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hello again! i missed this stuff!
after the first two days of relentless writing my blogging pen vanished for three days. talk about inconsistency, huh?
add this to the inconsistency thing... after a relatively perfect attendance (excluding the tardy
marks) for the past three months, i have rarely come in late again. hurrah?
no thanks to my very queer condition, i've been to school only once since the field trip.
so what? i'm just enjoying my newfound freedom. hahaha.
anyway... lately i feel too intoxicated by ennui. maybe, as time and again i've said, it's just
part of the transition, but life's just way too boring without the drama.
i thought everything would go on smoothly after i had my haircut. but i was wrong...
so when exactly will this adaptation period end? will i revert to my atrocious ways?
i hope to find out sooner... so wish me luck.
to everyone at school, i miss all of you. really.
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15.10.05
this is my 11th straight hour in front of the computer. yes, i've eaten two packs of chips and biscuits and drunk six glasses of cool water, but only that for a day.
and still i'm online; however from this hour on, in the wee darkness of the living room.
every possibility of being caught doing so has been virtually eliminated. no electric fans, no giveaway traces of light (all switches covered by at least something solid and impenetrable by weak light) except possibly for the very dim monitor screen, no noisy keyboard hits (typing speed reduced to a bare minimum), no screeching bedroom doors, no noisy beeping modem.
and if ever dear ol' dad heeds the call of nature, i can always turn the monitor off and scuttle quietly to a temporary refuge. uh... well, yeah, i've been caught a couple of times before... but we do learn from our mistakes, don't we? now i can rightfully say that i've mastered this exceptional art of hide-and-seek.
but you may ask... why? is it insomnia? didn't i ever care for my eye(bag)s? and this late?
no. it's the average nocturnal person's way of life, though sleeplessness may be a factor in consideration. and i still care for my eyes, yea - that's why the screen brightness is reduced to a dim, to prevent extensive damage... and i do have my glasses, remember?
lastly, internet bandwidth sharing is at a minimum in peak hours, that would be around 11 to 5 next day. that means faster surfing and downloading... and i know i'm not the only one having the same mindset out there.
do i still sleep? of course! i'm writing this only because earlier this morning i was nearly caught... nearly. but it was a just a close shave, fortunately.
sheesh, i'm starting to feel drowsy... so much for my sixth entry in two days. i better control myself from now on.
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happy? oh yeah!
depressed? hmmm... maybe...
confused? definitely.
there's something lacking here... a missing piece to the big picture, a lost link between two established and basically opposite realities... what have you...
but one thing for sure... there's something wrong. just look at this blog... the very words i (intend to) say sparks this conflict with the page layout. have i used the wrong skin?
oh crap. when will i figure out how to sort all these things in one box?
i'm starting to feel like the biggest living oxymoron the world will ever witness.
i hope not... nor ever. (",)
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oh shoot. i never knew until now that writing recalling happy thoughts require such herculean efforts, or maybe at least for me... i hope this is only part of a transitional phase in the long journey to real happiness...
anyway, speaking of happy, happy birthday to fellow "writer" and boxing/wrestling simulator jason. he turns (sweet) sixteen tomorrow.
classes resume (for me) on monday, and i've got a lot of catching up to do (not counting the missed lessons), no thanks to the chronic fever boon. let me show you how much...
ENGLISH: start the day right. DON'T BE LATE.
CHEMISTRY: quiz? (maybe i can go on unnoticed until the end of the quarter... hopefully...)
FILIPINO: uh, oh... this IS trouble. finish summary notes - to be passed on MONDAY. and another quiz (shoot.)
MATH: some quiz again... i automatically got a 70 on the last group game.
A.P.: formal and straight ENGLISH debate on monday regarding cancellation of foreign debt. and a very long summative test.
ASTRONOMY: i have no idea. short term goal is to be present for his class (and on time, if possible).
PHYSICS: every second you're away from a physics class would cost you dearly. i still have yet to do that high tower activity.
PEHM: this is a no-brainer. NOTHING (significant... hohoho.)!!!!
RESEARCH: according to sources, i missed one test. i can manage that... try not to imitate the teacher's frequent "OK?" habits.
uhmm.. so much for that. it doesn't make me happy in anyway...
but i DO feel happy. inexplicably happy. exhilariated? maybe. but... it's way different from how i normally felt the past two-or-so years. seriously. maybe i'm exaggerating... but, one thing for sure, i feel strangely... strange. different? oh, let time tell whatever.
i now end this entry with a very common quote in the verncaular: "ngiti na lang!" (",)
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erratum: the philippine science centrum is located near the marikina riverbanks, contrary to what was stated in the other october 15 entry, a wild guess by the mentally challenged writer. very sorry for the lapse.
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(field trip '05 special entry)
six-thirty a.m., the eleventh of october, year twenty-oh-five. i got out of our car to the sight of a seemingly vast sea of monobloc chairs, white shirts, and blurred faces. i made my way through this crowd, looking for a friend. upon spotting a few, i dashed to their place, then was met by the usual cheers and jeers, like:
"wow, gab! aga naten ha!"
"oy gabriel! akala ko ba magfi-field trip ka sa bahay nyo?"
"ang laki ng polo mo! diba tee-shirt dapat?"
"pare, sasayaw ka ba? sabi kasi field trip eh.. hindi disco..."
oh well, so much for that. they still can't believe that i can go to anywhere on time. and yes, i was wearing a semi-prescribed attire for the event - blue maong pants, and a white polo shirt *i think i've fallen in love with these casual attires ever since...* big deal, huh. i also had with me my blue jansport and grey-and-red adidas bags, containing the day's essentials. and who'd forget their cellphones and pocket money?
anyway, if you still don't know what i'm talking about, here it is... we had our so-called "educational trip" last tuesday. enough said.
man, it was a long day... real long.
so, back to business. it's now six-forty-five, and i've made my way to the queue of avogadro-4, where my dearest classmates were. we were supposed to be leaving by six-thirty *coincidentally the exact time i arrived* but you know us Filipinos nowadays...
finally, all forty-two students were at the bus by seven. yeah, we're half an hour past the schedule. (and the alloted swimming time was trickling down the drain every fleeting second.) as usual, the tour guide was there, and of course the driver, a.k.a. "coach captain". two teachers were with us - one was our adviser, the other a very unfortunate and lonely math teacher (also the ex-adviser of edison-4).
the large vehicle started to move by seven-fifteen. arvie, the class president, was reading sir michael justin caruncho's very *sob* touching farewell message addressed to our class. enclosed was a picture of avogadro-4 sans two students.
then the tour guide took center stage. his name was kuya raymon(d) *sorry*... whose face was quite familiar to most of us (though he shaved his hair bald) because he was also the one who to(rt)ured us last year with the use of his brain's very large memory-capacity. he was quite cool, anyway.
i was seated somewhere in the left side-midsection of the bus with my friend cj... who was noticeably very serene. on the opposite side were abi and kim. i was seated near the aisle - a first (and last) in my four year-term in high school, for i was accustomed to sitting beside the windows. i had this nasty feeling that something queer was about to happen, provided the circumstances, but luckily there was none.
the first stop was... the philippine science centrum in makati(?). it was basically an exhibit of different science brain-twisters and (literal) headturners. there were optical illusions, satellite dishes, puzzles, and merry-go-rounds. after an hour spent there, i wished that i was never fascinated with spinning objects and angular momentum. i had a hard time walking a straight path back to the bus - my eyes seemingly were still rolling side to side and my insides twisted.
then the bus was rolling once again... to cavite. i felt my head still spinning with that rotating contraption, and i struggled to keep straight and upright in my seat. fortunately, that was cured through a can of pepsi and two fox's mint candies. kuya raymon(d) was in his usual drawling self again, so i spent the next few hours of the trip communicating with my friends through the cellphone.
some of my friends bought these synthetic-but-looks-like-something-real-at-first-sight roses from the science centrum. i had no idea that they had those stuff and sell them for five bucks; if i knew i'd have bought one... so i tried wooing some of my friends (read: abi) to sell me one yellow flower for twenty bucks... and mind you, she didn't agree. and that became a topic of interest between us two for the rest of the day. *hehee..*
about an hour later we were at aguinaldo shrine, home of the country's first president (though the place was already renovated last 1998, the philippines' 100th year of "independence"). the sun by that time was scorching hot, and everybody were groping for their umbrellas and caps. it was a good thing that aguinaldo's fortress had a roof.
inside there were a lot of interesting things - two bowling alleys, both twice the length of the average and modern alleys used. there was this groundhog hole leading to a bomb shelter (unfortunately entrance to that area was not allowed). then we had glimpses of the uniforms he once wore, his medicine cabinet, his bedrooms, the house's terrace, his car (a ford something way back in the 1960's), his coffin, and his lavatories.
along the way were hundreds of portraits and pictures - of him, his family, his generals, and all that jazz... i don't have the ability enumerate them all, right?
then there was this photo session outside. what would you expect? the poor victim cameraman was sir tour guide. he shot about two pictures per student's camera, and about a dozen brought their own for memorabilia purposes...
after that brief trip to the Shrine (where i was able to buy this micro-mini bolo thing sold by walk-in entrepreneurs), we headed to this crocodile farm, but beforehand we stayed an hour at the bus to have lunch. bringing the food was tasked to those birthday celebrants ranging from june to september, and yes, i am one of them. the main hits were carbonara and lasagna (pasta party?) and other side dishes included bbq, hotdogs, and shanghai rolls...
after that hearty meal, we made our way to the "crocodile" farm, where the main attraction were *strangely* monkeys (maybe they're converted into croc food, according to a friend). i saw maybe a couple of crocodiles, but nothing else. the only eyecatching thing seen there were these couple of monkeys *forgive me for including this part* making love, or whatever they call that.
next stop was the butterfly farm, where i saw dozens of ostriches and not a single butterfly. how queer, the way they name their farms... oh hell, i don't really know.
by the time we went again up the bus, we were all craving for the pool waters, for the heat was real stinging. and good for us, the next and last stop would be (finally!) island cove resort.
i suddenly remembered that dear ol' dad didn't allow me to swim, but how would he know? so i went swimming, careful not to acquire sunburn (that would be a nasty giveaway). jump in, jump out, stay away from the sun, and submerge wholly underwater once in a while, i did everything to keep myself from acquiring any form of tan. two hours i swam with my "colleagues", and the whole thing worked out fine. i even had my shirt on during the last half-hour of my swimming time.
the pool was almost empty and student-free when the clock struck five. we were supposed to be at the bus BY five. (see the beauty of filipinos and filipino time?) we left island cove by five-thirty, after having the last doses of lasagna... some of my classmates were permitted to change buses. our adviser gave us a loud beating about classroom cleanliness once again during the first few minutes on the way back. one of my cellphones' battery energy was exhausted by then, and thank God i brought a spare, which allowed me to revert to my texting ways the rest of the return trip and endure through the sermon unscathed. when the sun was down, my classmates clamored for a showing of the "horror" (they say so) movie entitled "the ring 2". the show lasted for two hours, and i only had my glimpses because i was still texting here and there.
we arrived at SM north edsa by eight, and we sadly had to say goodbye to our tour guide, coach captain, and shuttle bus.
certainly there were ups and downs for the day. worst moments? none, really, unless we recount the gruesome stench hovering about those "croc" and "butterfly" farms, and the short period when i felt that i was about to puke in the bus after i tried those spinning contraptions in phil. sci. centrum... best moments? island cove! and... the bus. hahaha. but it's true, that the happiest of times in such field trips happen inside our respective shuttle buses. true, indeed.
so there goes my blow-by-blow account of my very last field trip in my four years of high school... never to come again... *sob...* at least we relished and enjoyed these very rare (and final?) moments... (",)
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14.10.05
*sigh.* damn this chronic fever. hey, why's it growing colder? oh, look, it's now raining.
i've been in direct eye contact with this computer since eight a.m... i was able to finish this new layout which you see right now. i've just finished that long entry about our last field trip, just about to publish it. and then i'm doing this one...
three days after that field trip, and i'm still too tired. i think i've acquired seven or so cuts from the rocky gutters of island cove. not that it affects me much, but once in a while they do sting a bit... only adding so little to my already unstable condition. and i'm exerting virtually no effort to rest.
i slept 12:30 last night/this morning.
i had chips and coffee for breakfast, soda and polvoron for lunch - a combined 300-or-so grams for half-a-day.
i haven't seen my classmates for three whole days, and i won't for two more due to the weekend. i miss them so much. however, i don't have any intentions of trying to catch up with the class and its grueling lessons, though i've missed seven-or-so quizzes. and i'm part of this formal debate next monday.
i'm starting to feel like some failure. this depression's killing me softly. maybe depression, for me, is the main cause of chronic fever.
what the hell am i trying to do with my life? i've contradicted all those inspiring passages about me in my blog, all just in one short go.
i guess life's simply about fulfilling your purpose in this world, that which God wants you to do.
so Lord, tell me... what am i supposed to do? now?
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hello! aloha! magandang tanghali!
today's october 14, 2005, and i've just finished my third and newest blog, as you can see, obviously.
kinda strange, isn't it? i know it's a bit "feminine" at first sight... but it's not the thing that matters here, anyway. and maybe you'll also notice the hit counter number has reached three-thousand-something. that's because i used the total number of hits from my first two journals, which accounted for the number, thus retaining the "legacy" of my past... *yuck.*
comments and tags would be gratefully accepted. i would appreciate it if you guys won't use vulgar and crude language, but if you feel like doing so, feel free... (",)
hmmmm... you might be wondering why-the-hell-am-i-doing-this-during-class-hours? i can answer that: i'm not at school. and i haven't been for the past two days, due to this damn chronic fever.
so, that's it for now. looking forward to a good reader-writer-writer relationship with you guys... ciao! (",)
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