however, that didn't work too.
don't ask me why. (",)
29.10.05
oh, so much for my last post (incidentally the 13th). i've gone way too far even from my own expectations. believe me, no single word written there expresses in anyway fictitious or unreal emotions. *sigh.* and i'm starting to revert back to my old dispositions (thanks miles... and all of you too...)
due to that, expect to see a new blog skin, mainly because i can hardly bear those comments about how effeminate (or even to an extent "gayish") this layout is, its user-unfriendliness (some people are still trying to work its way to the tagboard as of presstime), and, judging from my last post, the layout just doesn't fit to my new "lifestyle" (yes, seriously, enough of the drama!)
however, you can do away with those notions of me creating a new site. discard them from your imaginative minds, if you please... hahaha.. i'm still happy, alive, and kicking hard, by the way. [editor's note: this is my very first post created outside the four corners of my desktop monitor, let alone the metropolis.]
anyway... the past two days were allocated to schoolwork and heavy rains. we, of course with the usual absentee exceptions, met for english, chemistry and pehm group presentations. i myself is also an absentee for today (AP report) because of this trip to the province. and damn, my e-mail account is going nuts, it can't send stuff to anyone.
regarding my sembreak goals... so far none has been achieved. people didn't notice any sign of physical improvement from me, except that i started wearing tee-shirts instead of casual polos for group meetings. and there's relatively no success with regards to my homework stuff (don't expect any progress, anyway).
i hope and pray that this week, the devil of procrastination discards me from being his major liaison officer and stays away from me, because my grades (and maybe my parents) will kill me. happy weekend to us all... happy birthday to justin de ramos and ramon rocha IV... and happy halloween too... perhaps? (",)
g_b got tired of senseless ranting by 15:39. |
it was just about now when i noticed that people write things about themselves in the profile section of their online diaries. then i looked at my former blog sites, and, it was like... whoa, am i really that weird?
so maybe it's time for a bit of change, a touch of conventionalism. for once, at least.
well, you see the guy in the picture? yeah, that spectacled boy running in haste? that's supposed to be me, j. gabriel de leon y limpin... what does j stand for, you ask? it's for me to know and for you to find out if you still don't know.
i'm a 16-year old boy who wears a pair of glasses, sports unkempt hair, and usually dons loose clothes. i might look a bit plump in the drawing, but in actuality i'm a tall, dark, skinny, frail guy who always forgets to drink his milk and take his breakfast. up to know i still wonder how come i stand at five-feet-eight-inches but weigh only 102 pounds...
way back then, i was a small, plump kid who showed a lot of promise. during parties, my mom and dad would usually strut around and boast of how intelligent, how healthy, how handsome i was. for eight or so years, that had been the case. i got my share of respect, like this little prince...
then came a heartbreak, and high school.
inexplicably, i suddenly became a complacent and idle guy who fell in love with my personal computer too much, even to the point of forgetting if i already had dinner. i was transformed into a student ridiculously full of potential but never getting to use the stuff. i developed a very healthy sleeping habit that made me garner the honorable distinction of being the student earliest for the nth class.
high school went on, heartbreaks pursued at will, and down to oblivion went that once promising young kid. so much for the pride of my parents.
today, i still look back to him. in fact, i'm trying to revive him, after four years of dormancy, or something more like stagnation. impossible, yes, but it's worth a try. too late, maybe, but i'll prove that it's not.
